Deadlines, deadlines, deadlines. There have been many deadlines as of late. More targets to shoot at. More bullets to fire.
Which is good, as they keep me moving forward. Most are easy-breezy applications. Fill in the blanks and send in your money. But, I am also applying for a residency. Minimum of 2 months. Which has this homebody a bit nervous.
Well, actually, I am afraid.
And yes, it is easy to say “face your fears,” but it is much harder to do so.
So, I have had some sleepless nights. And heart wrenching conversations.
Is this right for me?
Should I do it?
What if I am not selected?
What if I am selected?
Do I really want to do it?
Will it really be good for me?
And on and on.
In the end, the pros outweigh the cons. So I gotta do it.
Scary, indeed, but I’m just gonna ride it out and see where it takes me.
I’ll keep you posted on how it goes.